Paradise

Deep down — even upfront
What do we want
The other to be —

Our friend, personal assistant
Sex partner on call
Cook, physical therapist
Massage therapist
Private counsellor
Driver, security guard
Our patron-servant
With endless money
Carer — someone who bathes
Shaves, showers
Cleans our bottom for us
Someone attentive
To our itches, aches — states of mind
Physical needs
At all times — but only when
We want them to know
About it —
Someone intimate, not demanding
Not crowding, suffocating
Not needy — but available
To tell us about
Any of their state — only when
We want to hear it
Someone very attractive and desirable to us
In every possible way

Someone who is not many
But can be many —
One unified many others
With all capacities
Who provides all services
Products — for us

In order that
We — would be unmoved — unaffected
Unafflicted by anything, everything
From morning
Till night
No brushing our teeth
No toileting
No dressing, undressing
No trimming our nails
No cooking, feeding ourselves
No washing our own hands
No cleaning
Ourselves
No taking care
Of ourselves

To be
In a perinatal — prenatal state
Only as a grown up
To be — but not quite be
To experience but not quite
Fully —

To be tended to
In every conceivable way
At all times — but only
When we so desire
Only when we wish

To be served, worshipped
As God by angels
By one angel — assistant
Lover —
With superpowers
Just for us
At our disposal

All for what — just so
We
Do not have to
Manage — this being
Being pulled
Pushed
This endlessly demanding
Forever-in-need-being

Just so we
Do not experience
Pain — of being
Pain, that is, being —
While being

Just so we
Are —
Without having
Without needing
To be

Disembodied